1.Goose House from Goose House Actually they’re not youtubers, instead, they are extremely talented musicians from Japan who have frequently making and covering music through their youtube channel!! I first know them when I browse cover song of SCANDAL, NICO Touches the Walls, and Katahira Rina, and they are aaalways appear. I’m a curious wolf… Continue reading My Top-Three Favorite Youtubers
All over again, I currently listening to: BTW, I’m currently craving for pizza and fu yung hai and I can eat the latter E.VE.RY.DAAY~ ♥♥♥
Yesterday, I skipped the class to attend seminar that I’ve been look forward. Do not feel any guilty feeling, so I realize, apparently that’s what I need. Furthermore, I participated on hand-mark-event of #antirokok campaign. (I hate smoke and cigarette, you know?) Had fun time combining paint with my palm ♥
On the way back home, I dropped to bookstore and found this exciting book about fashion.
And today (which is sunday now) I planned to do some storywriting that I’ve been had not since a looooooooong time. Me and sunny challenge one another to make a short story this week (this time the genre is romance). And I had already things in my mind wait to written on! Excited!
I almost had myself again. I feel like being myself, since I lost for a long time. Thank you Ya Allah. I will stay like this, I will never let them change me anymore.
Just realize almost all drawings on my sketchbook I drew on tears, hard cries during the hard times. When nothing feels not right, I just face that blank white page with pencil on my hand and suddenly feel okay to let go of the tears I hold along the lines I created with the hand.
But tonight, as the blank page is opened right on my face and the pencil on, my hand was hang in the air and my mind was blackout before I decide to stop and give up. I just feel… tired. To weep and even to make a single lines.
Too tired that I can’t stop the feeling that something has been lost deep inside of me.
I think I just need a break to start everything all over again. To think, to evaluate, to refresh. But there’s no time given to me, not even a plenty. How mean everyone are. I even beg people in the student council to let me have a break tomorrow with no sudden distract. Shameful.
But I need a time to find my lost wonderland, for me being myself again. Once I found it, I will be okay.
And I’m so so tired. I will just go right to bed now.
Take care, everyone. Don’t let big-ugly-smell-badmouthed bugs seize your sweet sweet dreams on wonderland ♥
Sorry I became worst blogger on October. Blame my connection first, then blame my student council rushes, then blame the mid-term exam, and the last, fully blame on me because the all the rushes takes my breath and energy then I more likely settle myself down in the room-and-sleep-and-chill-out-like-no-other-people-in-the-world. But now to start a new month, I promise to write here again like formerly. I really miss my blog afterall, you know?
Anyway, guess you don’t interested to listen my teenie-weenie-queenie life-drama updates, I want to share a little bit wonderful pictures I found on Instagram. BTW if you’re following my personal accounts, you must be know that I’m badly addicted on Instagram. I just love to find how wonderful people can be by sharing their wonderfulness through images. Furthermore, seeing something artsy beautiful can fix my mood instantly♥
NB: Kindly follow my Instagram, if you please? ♥