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A Week of People Watching – Day 2


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Ain’t a great thing I found today. For another reason, so many things going through my mind that it made me focus on myself instead of other people. I failed today. I should pay attention more meticulously henceforth.



Picture credits from someone on tumblr a long time ago (I forget the ID).
Please message me to claim if it’s yours.

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#LearnToday 9: The Biggest Wall

“Apparently, our biggest enemy is not ourselves in general, like everybody says.

Instead, our biggest enemy is our insecurities in particular”.

My Blabber Side · My Chaotic Philosophy · Uncategorized

it’s pretty toxic.

I guess, for some reason, being amongst of social media stream is not always appropriate for people with social anxiety. We hurt ourselves if we tend to do that, the thing that every marketeers and branding profesionals adviced: dive and clubbing in the middle of heads all around us.

I guess, this is wrong. Instagram has always been such a Pinterest to me. Like a holy chamber to seek for inspirations or any aesthetical purpose. But since I try to opened up myself in order to be more extravert, sociable, decent, and proper, I allows myself to connect and be connected to some acquaintances, that I actually haven’t any comfortability to. And so this is happen.

I guess, tracing back why I feel like intoxicated everytime I scroll my timeline, is because so many outsiders’s life throws into me, that I don’t even have any intention to accept or even react. So many broken privacy in just short amount of time. It offends me in some how, some way.

We introverts tends to keep our circle small. It’s not that we cannot maintain social interaction, instead because we can’t opened up that easy. Thereby, introverts privacy is a strict region. It’s so fragile that if you break it, you figuratively break everything inside. It’s adequately lethal.

I guess, I will stop using instagram for some time now. It’s easier than breaking all the connections because I’m socially awkward and anxious and it’s cost a lot of my energy.

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First Impression: Persona 5


I love everything visualized in the trailer. The character and gestures are so motion. The interface design is cool 2D’s based. The gameplay seems closer to the nonlinear type, thinking about Final Fantasy. The story look nowhere near cliche.

Their website design definitely the MOST SEE  ★★★★★

The color theme itself so lovely.persona 5 color swatches

I’m waiting for the EU version thus having intention to destroy the calendar right to Spring 2017. I might talking about this particular game a lot. Please bear with me.


My Blabber Side · My Blog Talks · Uncategorized

Today is Friday

If you looking for me this evening, I might be:

Sitting in Dunkin Donuts--

(Because a friend in office talk about dunkin donuts and I suddenly have an urge to have a full plate. Dunkin is my favorite place to be alone. )

--Writing some blog posts--

(Four years blogging and just managed to use the scheduled post feature once in the last post. Thinking about it, hail to the magic while your blog can manage it’s own aesthetic while you hang out somewhere doing something useless.)

--Using my office inventory macbook--

Kudos to it’s battery ability and shop’s wi-fi.

--While eating chocolate and peanuts classic donuts--

I grown up with their strawberry-filling donuts being the only favorite. Unfortunately this is not the day, fellas.

--And listening to Quentin Sirjacq.


Have a good weekend!

Because I don’t have one at all, as always.

Sorry for being cynical.


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A Little Reminder


Yesterday I got injured by a road accident. I think it’s purely my fault because even there’s a sudden-brake of the car in front of me, I was set my vehicle in a full velocity. I’m fortunately okay, tho my motorcyle is cracked out terrifyingly. Blame it on my careless self.

It just this thought came when I hit the road, perfectly vulnerable, that: Death could be this near. It was no more than 30 degree or even 1 cm of mistake. Apparently the border of life and death is closer that we could imagine.

Now I learnt.