My Blabber Side

My Weakness: Sugar Abundance


Everytime I eat or drink something too sweet, I always end up feel… sick.


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My Blabber Side · Uncategorized

Sunday’s Nonsenseness

Actually, I’m taller than Mother, but she always insist that she’s the taller one. Even, she often blame me or the mirror if I said I obviously had taller reflection than her. And if somebody ask her height, she always answered “170cm tall!”

Gosh, I’m way taller than her and I’m just 163. Mommy, you’re too cute ♥

Look look about what I make for lunch!! DSC02690compress
Mother said it was good ♥

Just tell me if you want me post the recipe of it.

Anyway, just killing my time by doing tons of chemical report assignments and study for sudden quiz while listening Ellie Goulding songs.
Enjoy your sunday while you can, folks!


My Blabber Side · My Fashion Madness Side

Heart Remedy Part II

With some quirky outfit I’m on today, (Chiffon skirt, lace blouse, backpack, socks, and running shoes) I found many people stare and laugh over me secretly. But instead of annoyed or ashamed, I feel so delight! Why? I often get annoyed if I see bunch of people got the same way and catched by the stream just because they afraid of what other people would say. And apparently so many people are not brave to express themselves and easily accuse others whom express different way with them. BUT, luckily I’m not one of those ‘mainstream’ people. Heheheh…

That’s why I always respect ‘eccentric’ people (like the artists, for example, you know what I mean). Because being different is not easy but it always make us relieved. Be what you wanted and be what you really are! If you want to do something, just do it! Shut the ears about what people would say to you!

By the way, I went self-hanging-out again today, aaand…..

I bought these!!

Command cap? Captain Cap? Don't know what's the name of this cap for sure...
Command cap? Captain Cap? Don’t know what’s the name of this cap for sure…

Cute-cut-off-bear paterned socks!!
Cute-cut-off-bear paterned socks!!

And guess what mother brought me today?


With such the delightfulness, I think I can survive for few days ahead. Heheheh

PS: This song’s melody played like an endless rewinded cassette in my head this entire day…

My Blabber Side

Que Sera-Sera

A few days ago, I got a chance to had a day-out with Shiki Otome! That’s an extremely rare chance though! We have been close friends since about 6 years ago but since entered the university, we’ve being so busy yet don’t really have time to go day-out or one-day-tour anymore… I guess last time we met completely in four is…more than a year ago?

So I met them and feel so excited and realize, apparently, four of us had been upgraded well. I use “upgraded” because for me it means “changed to be better version”, and so of us!

Uchi is basically the smartest among us, but she had grown more and more smarter than ever! And her guitar skills had improved extremely well too! I guess she passed me already! Geez, I have to practice more, hahahah!
Iru had being a beautiful lady! Our princess had veiled and she became more independent. And still, she is so on time like always! I have to learn how to value time from her…
And Rui, guess she is always be our Master-of-Art!! No one can defeat her, I guess! She indirectly teach me how to feel the passion and be brave to make true our dream.

I guess we have not drastically change. I mean, we not change into a different person who are not us at all. I just me, they just them, we are just us, but in way better version. And it relieves me.

And I guess life is like that. Girls are grown to be beautiful lady and boys are grown to be handsome man. But the change in psychic and mind, it’s depend on how we life.

Remember the song “Que Sera-sera” ? First time I listen it in elementary ages, I instantly ask my mother for the same question all over again. But no matter how much I ask, she never answered “Que sera-sera”. Instead, she always answered “By eating well, studying well, treat others well, and behave well, sure you’ll grown up beautiful and rich and smart.”

So that time I got a think that “Que sera-sera” is awful. Not the song, but the thought. We can’t just wait and see what life will bring us in the future, but we have to make THAT FUTURE on our own! Since that, I life in that mindset, that I set my plans and target in future from a very young age. But when I grown up and I go through that thing I used to call it “Future”, I just realize again that sometimes things cannot go on our own way. The “Que sera-sera” apparently just exist. And so, I just know that “Que sera-sera” things is Allah’s own way towards myself.

Many things not going right in my life, but at the very least I learn so many things and upgraded to be better person too. So many obstacles between me and my hopes, but I want (and I will) stay believing and keep struggling towards.

True that we can’t really got hands of everything in our life. There will always be God’s hands too that sometimes things not going like what we’ve been planned. But we have to fight with our faith along with keep believing in God. Never doubt your God. Give Him one hundred percent of your faith and He will grant your “Que sera-sera” into something you wish.


Japanese · Music · My Fangirl Side · My Music Geek Side

(My Sweet) Eden [Kanji + Translated]


Title: (My Sweet) Eden
Writter: Mitsumura Tatsuya
Composer: Mitsumura Tatsuya
Performed: NICO Touches the Walls


さあ三つ数えたら手を離してよ ここから僕は旅立っていく
浪漫飛行船飛んでいけ 未来という草原の上

4割程度の降水確率じゃ ビニール傘なんて持たぬよう
曇りのち雨だって プラス思考でいようぜ もう

精一杯声を枯らして 目指してる未知の果て
呆れるほど GO GO 期待してみよう
そう 今ならReady Set Go

よく食べよく学べば誰だって 皆大人になれるようだけど
マニュアルなんていらない 風向き変えてしまえよ

目覚めろもういい加減 未来はもう目の前
そう Everybody Ready Set Go!

Let me say “go”

Everybody Sings
Everybody Sings
Ready Set Go

運命なんて 叫んだことはない
砂漠のような エデンになど興味ない
ただ僕らしくある術 このふざけた世界で

精一杯声を枯らして 未来はもう目の前
呆れるほど GO GO 期待してみよう
そう 迷路でも歓迎しよう

GO GO 探しに行こう
そう 僕らしくある術


In the count on three, I’ll release my hands.
Let’s begin our trip from now on.
Soaring high by the roman airship.
Above the savannah called “Future”

It’s probably 40% the rain will come but I don’t bring my plastic umbrella.
It start to cloudy and must be rain afterwards.
But, hey, just stay thinking positively.

With all your might, just let go of your voice.
The future is already in front of you.
Make them amazed with you. Go Go, beyond their expectations.
Then, right now Ready Set Go

By eat and learn well, everybody will grown up becoming adult someday, but no need any manual for that.
You’ll be able to change the wind direction by yourself

That’s enough! Just wake up!
The future is already in front of you.
Let’s paint the images that show up in front of you.
Then everybody Ready Set Go.

Let me say “go”

Everybody sings
Everybody sings
Ready Set Go

Don’t cry over your fate.
Just like you, there’s no one who want to live in the desserted Eden like this too.
We just have to keep searching with our own way how to make this world fun to be lived

With all your might, just let go of your voice.
The future is already in front of you.
Make them amazed with you. Go Go, beyond their expectations.

Go go, keep searching,
my own way,
your own way,
for this world to be joyful world to living.

Until now, the one and only perfect soundtrack of my life is this song. (My Sweet) Eden. I remember one and half years ago something bad happen for me, blurring the future I’ve drawn and rob all my hopes. I just walking with no direction, I’m lost my faith on everything.

But then I hear this song. Sobbing and wheeping with tons of tears and stupified when hear this song ordered me to wake up and go. I can’t forget every single moment until now on.

PS: Song translated by me. Take it with full credits, please!