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Playlist of a Swaying Mood

Tried to decipher how my mood can easily swing by analyzing what songs I heard within the day, and this is the result.

9.00 Am


10.00 AM


10.30 AM


11.09 AM


11.20 AM


11.50 AM


2.57 PM


3.04 PM


3.50 PM


6.05 PM


6.24 PM



My playlist is stochastic so the result is: My mood swing level is EXTREMELY DANGEROUS.

My Blabber Side

Parsley, Sage, Rosemary, and Thyme

Yesterday I marathoned this particular miniseries by Cartoon Network called Over the Garden Wall.


Ok, it may sounds weird despite that I’m a tragedic-and-gore story freak some years ago but now I hate hate hate sad and depressing and tragedic story. It’s good that it didn’t have sad ending (if that case, I can hate it more), but it still creepy and feels like… the tales of unfortunate events by Lemony Snickets, seriously. Absolutely not that it copying or something, it just have a similar weird and creepy atmosphere inside and I can’t take it. It’s too dangerous ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

But I don’t know why I fall in love by the simple artwork. It’s classical and dark I love.

By the way, I practically been singing and humming this song a lot for the past few days. From the time that my mother love it ’till the point that she has been sick and told me to be quiet LOL

A life updates: My final paper has reach the climax stage, my final paper assembly will happen around three weeks ahead, which is, arround the corner and I’m stressing a lot but also fangirling a lot.

Another life updates: Ramadhan has been coming, thank You Allah. Thank You so so much. I always loved it.

Japanese · Music · My Artist Side · My Music Geek Side


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Tittle: ่Šฑ่จ€่‘‰ / HANAKOTOBA
Written By: Me



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It’s already April isn’t it? The time of spring where the flowers are blooming
And the sunlight creates a new sparkling shades through the trees and leaves

Your voice and your smile always always
Be the one that I want to hear and see everyday

The flower languange is blooming, let me passed this to you
Just tell me, if you know the meaning behind of it
Being closer is somewhat strange and wonderful, but I know I’m only a coward
So please answer me, answer the meaning behind my flowers.

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Mood Fixed with the Strings

Not sure if I’m too creative or too shallow to leave alone my tasks and assignments behind and doing this instead, but, yeah, I serve you ANOTHER VIDEO~~!! [INSERT HEAVENLY BACKSOUND HERE].

This time I just grab out my guitar and make the list of songs part I want to play and I just did it right away! Without holly-crap-I’m-not-do-it-perfectly-I-have-to-repeated-it-all-over-again part! NO!

About the quality, well it can’t be changed so just skip over it, but I don’t really had any intentions to make this video become well-made or what, so I edited it as simple as I could! And soooo sorry I just can’t came up with the better skill. I think I’m a forever-lame person for music (eventhough I’m a passionate).

Anyway, that silly parts on the end, doing those is apparently soooo refreshing, I just know! I have to do it more often!!

Music · My Artist Side · My Music Geek Side


Written By: Me

‘Ku ingin tanya padamu
Apa rasa kebebasan itu?
Setelah kau kecap wangi udara yang tak semu.

Bolehkah kutanya lagi?
Bagaimana semu aindah bagimu?
Haruskah kau sakit dan terluka berat dahulu?

Seraya jari tertunjuk ke langit
Matahari dan bulan silih berganti.
Batas dunia tak berbeda lagi.

Dan aku mencari pelangi
Demi tiap langkah yang t’lah terlalui.
Kau berkata semua akan baik saja
kau sungguh tak mengerti.
Kucari dunia sejati
Tanpa bayang kaca silih berganti
Hapuskanlah rintik-rintik ini.

Sedikit demi sedikit
Warna-warna terang yang berlalu
Berputar, berkelip, menghalangi kepulan debu.

Tak usai aku bertanya
Apa yang dimaksud ‘hati’ itu?
Hanya imajinasi, tak ada yang sungguh mengerti.

Bisakah waktu diputar kembali?
Tapi walau pun mungkin tak perlu lagi.
Kehidupan yang berbeda dimensi.

Dan aku mencari pelangi
Demi tiap langkah yang t’lah terlalui.
Kau berkata seolah terlihat mudah
Kau sungguh tak mengerti.
Kucoba halangi mentari
Silau menyakitkan seperti sunyi
Bangunkanlah mimpi buruk ini.

Ketika semua halnya
Mulai melebur di udara
Cobalah ucapkan sepatah kata saja
Di dunia berselimut emosi.

Dan aku mencari pelangi
Demi tiap langkah yang t’lah terlalui.
Kau berkata semua akan baik saja
kau sungguh tak mengerti.
Kucari dunia sejati
Tanpa bayang kaca silih berganti
Hapuskanlah rintik-rintik ini…
Bangunkanlah mimpi buruk ini…


PS : Just recorded this now, but it’s actually written about a month ago while practical exams still on (pardon me, I can’t stop to turn my feelings into songs hehehe). And please bear with my mess voice HAHAHAHA

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Mozart Struck

The day before yesterday I went to vintage cassete store with mother and while mother got her country songs, I got these!!

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Actually, classic and baroque composers that I love to the moon and back is Tchaikovsky, Handel, Pachelbel, and Chopin. I’m not really set my ears on Mozart and Beethoven. I’ve usually find their Sonatas sooo monothone yet too typical one and another. But this one from Mozart is different. May I called, it’s sounds like ballet works that reminds me of The Nutcracker ballet recital. I played it so many times in student council quarter (or we called it ‘ruang BEM’) and my friends said as they’re in the barbie world. Geez, you guys… -_-