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Movie: The Double


Rating: 6.5/10 (IMDb)
Genre: Thriller, Comedy, Romance
Cast: Jesse Eisenberg (Simon James), Mia Wasikowska (Hannah)
Director: Richard Ayoade
Music: Andrew Hewitt
Releases: 2011


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This is not a review, merely thoughts instead. I just watched it this evening, in my lowest state of mind and my sick body, and it definitely a no-to-watch movie. I mean, it’s beautiful, in a most satirical and surreal way, plus Mia Wasikowska definitely my favorite actress, and the soundtrack enormously equipped the play, but, please, this is so beautifully depressing.

Please just don’t watch it when your heart not in it’s best state and circumstances, because tho it’s magnificent, it’s a somber kind of magnificence.

I might just end this day by crying in my bed weeping and mourning about life itself. Completely worsened by the film’s emotional manipulation.

Thanks, Mr. Ayoade. You know how to do it.

English · Music · My Artist Side · My Chaotic Philosophy · My Music Geek Side

Please Meet Persephone

Dreams do come true, they are really do.

It’s been a long time, even long before I made this blog, that I really really really want to have a flute and be able to playing them. Now seven years later, I really made it!

Bought a secondhand–because the new one priced as high as another galaxy–with a really good bargain. I can’t believe my luck. Apparently, sometimes the key of luck is merely one: patience.


I used all my savings and my banks might be crying right now, and still have tuitions to be payed for months ahead, that’s a big number to be sacrificed tho, but I can’t stop feeling thrilled, even in the way back home, my hands were trembling. I am holding YFL-221 that is MINE, for God’s shake! Please pinch me! Am I in the dream right now?

And yes, I named her Persephone, a Greek Goddess of springtime, because she is as graceful as it is.


Dreams do come true, now I believe, they are really do, only if you willing to sacrifice a lot for them.

My Artist Side

If I Could Describe Myself as A Color:


Pantone 1815 C, which currently doesn’t have a name yet (believe me, I seaching so hard to get the right code for that kind of red I exactly imagine).

Should I named ‘her’ myself? Do you think Rotten Apple is a good color name?

Or Burgundy Witch?

or Marry Me, Jean? (Wait, what?)

My Artist Side · My Blabber Side · My Fashion Madness Side

Rumble Mumble

Tell me why I’m such a lazyhead these days? I doing so many things and nothing at the same time. Even that I have enough time, I left my blog just like that. Pfft…. Know what, since I’m so random these days (actually, and the other days too) I feel like throwing those pieces of randomness here.

I just so into dance today. Yet, you hear me clear. I just (accidentally) browse through Youtube (oh YT is my sanctuary) and I found this dance school channel which the presentation is sleek and modern designs, called 1MILLION Dance Studio and they’re sooooo expeeeeerrrttt! As expected from the notable KPOP modern dancer, I instantly obsessed. I don’t dance, anymore. But I was always enjoyed it in my school days formerly. I just love the idea of moving the body with the music rhythim. It sure the best feeling ever.

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I think I’ll enjoying dance again starting today…

I’m also always always into fashion. Yet there are many local and overseas clothes brands I kept eyeing since the fall season is here since fall fashion always soooo fascinating to me. Today I’ll talk about local brands only, and if it’s going to fashion, whimsical twist and cute basics is my things ❤

The first brand is Argyle and oxford. But the newest edition of them doesn’t ring anything on me. Honestly it’s a bit too ‘jungle’ for me, like Eliza Tornberry bringing around Safari Park with her. Hmmm…. But their previous collections are still sooo cute.

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Second is Day and Night, who apparently still on summer mood so no new A/W collections yet, but still, they are cute like A LOT.

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Thus here they are Mannequin Plastic, teasering their new collection “Yume no Machine” with a hint of playful bold-neon colors in instagram which I can’t take a pic so here their previous collections that melt me to the bits.



There’s actually much more, but I have to stop there before it’s become a long fashion madness post. So next I actually join exciting activity in instagram called #Inktober which is basically just posting draws using ink in whole October month. The goal is posting one month FULL in order to get better on inking in the end of the month. But you know me. I can’t tighten on routine so I skipped so badly. Well I just told you that I’m on a lazyhead phase these days!

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Okay, starting tomorrow I have to be more discipline!! Inking everyday!! *Sudden On-fire*

Anyway, I actually doesn’t have any interest in SCANDAL day by day. They’re become so different and I don’t like it. But I always downloaded their new releases anyway, so here is one of those songs I listens everyday.

Anyway,  it’s pretty hot here in Indonesia. No rain for almost 6 months, almost suffer on drought anywhere. In my place, everything is fine, but I pray everyday for those who don’t.

Anyone, please be safe and stay hydrated, okay?

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Tittle: 花言葉 / HANAKOTOBA
Written By: Me






It’s already April isn’t it? The time of spring where the flowers are blooming
And the sunlight creates a new sparkling shades through the trees and leaves

Your voice and your smile always always
Be the one that I want to hear and see everyday

The flower languange is blooming, let me passed this to you
Just tell me, if you know the meaning behind of it
Being closer is somewhat strange and wonderful, but I know I’m only a coward
So please answer me, answer the meaning behind my flowers.

My Artist Side · My Fangirl Side

A Great Week to Be An Indonesian

I actually can’t wait to write about my recent purchases this week, but every night back from the intern office I’ve already exhausteeed.. No more power to open the laptop… but since it sunday today, here are my babies!

Avenue album from Tokyolite!!!

If you happen to love upbeat easy-weasy light pop-ish rock with a high-technical bass sound and multi-player singer-guitarist then you should check Tokyolite!!! Some of their songs are in Indonesian and some are in english and I heard they have another song in Japanese tittled True Love!

The album is great and I just thinking to make a specified talk/review about it here, yes? 😉

Anyway, my all-time favorite of their song is always be this one:

And if it happen to be not enough, they have some official MV too ❤

And another wonderful purchase of mine is this!!!

Sketches and Artworks Compilation Book by Veleries ❤ ❤ ❤

Thanks to Instagram that I find Veleries and her cool artworks that I wish I could make something with a similar awesomeness. And seems like my prays answered because she sell her works online!!

I can’t stop grinning on the thought of buying this last entire week and when it came the mail on thursday, I’m just so-so-so-so-so delighted!!! Here are my most favorite pages of the book:

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Processed with VSCOcam with c1 presetSee? So neat and beautiful that flipping every pages I couldn’t stop being like: “omg my art is just a trash that I should have to learn mooooooreeee TTTTT^TTTTT”

And not to mention that she is Indonesian too! Can’t I be more proud??! ❤

Anyway anyway, buying something online on weekend really manage my mood on the monday in order to waiting for the purchase to come. Am I the only one that think online purchase is just someone sent a present for me? I should have to do it moooore often;;



now if only I have a big deal of money….


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Cat Rhapsody

Now now Instagram really grant me a lots of wonderful things…and persons. So here I found OMOCAT and lusting and drolling and needing over her pieces. tumblrltwxxvfpqf1qegob8o1500 tumblrm0yqhzzrid1qegob8o1500 tumblrlruv3gfgpn1qegob8o1r1500 untitled-2 I mean, not only has a beautiful-meaningful-awesome printed pictures, there’s apparel section too! CAN’T YOU BELIEVE THAT?! And the concept of all models wearing mask is so cool also!!

The MOONGIRL Sweater from MOONGIRL series that I’ve been drolling over kazillion years ❤

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Random I: I had not have even a single cup of tea this entire week so it so good to finally have one ❤

Random II: I currently listening Aimer over and over again.